Tranquility

TRipppppppp........................

2005-09-06T15:02:00.000-04:00

Well, how's my trip...it was nice...Vegas was so darn hot...it's 95 at least, my skin is burned esp. my back, but i still had a lot of fun there..
There's one thing that made me so agravated...I LOST MY CELL...
can't you believe how stupid I am...
well just let it go..at least I got a new cell, it was kind of funny though, the day before I lost my cell, I was kind of dreaming about razr..
well guess what...I lost my old cell, and I got razr as replacement...
I guess my dream really comes true huh...

Vegas......Here I come!!!!

2005-09-02T11:38:00.000-04:00

Wish me a lot of lucks...heheheheh
'Coz I'm going to go to Vegas tonite....
See you again with pictures...

Adioz..

Life o Life

2005-08-26T08:44:00.000-04:00

Sometimes I just don't know what i want to do with my life...
Yesterday was so certain..today nothing is certain...and tomorrow you'll just never know..
Guess that is life..huh??

Full..Full..Full..

2005-08-16T08:58:00.000-04:00

You just can't believe how many food I got in my fridge...
Well, last week all that we do (me n my sis) were cook..cook...and cook...
and we just dumped the leftovers into the fridge.
I even couldn't put anything more inside it....
Well, last Sunday four of us were trying to get rid all the foods, so that Sunday we had from nasi uduk, ayam goreng, kalbi, chap chae, soto ayam, bubur babi for lunch..well we went from Korea to Indonesia...hehehehe
Full...Full...Full....and a big smile....

Yummy...

2005-08-09T12:27:00.000-04:00

Well, last Saturday I was trying to make a cheesecake. I'll show the picture later ok!!
I was almost fell asleep, because just for the baking it needed about 1 and half hour, and it was late at midnight when I started to make the cake. Well, it turned out to be pretty nice and the cake was not bad at all, actually it was pretty good, and I think I can be proud of myself..lol....
My first cheesecake..but now the problem is no one want to finish it because they all afraid of the calories and the fat in the cheesecake...
Well, just for information a cheesecake (plain) might contain at least 550 calories and about 350 are from fat..this is at least...Cheesecake factory's plain cheesecake contain about 700 calories....well no wonder no one want to touch my cheesecake...

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2005-08-03T01:45:00.000-04:00

A simple question...
What has caused jealousy??

A simple answer...
Insecurity

Weekends.....

2005-08-01T10:39:00.000-04:00

Last week was a blast...Finally I feel that I have a weekend.
I used to do my tutoring session on Sundays..
But starting last week and then...I have it on Saturdays...
At least I can have the whole Sundays to have fun..
So yesterday, I went on beach volley ball, but I wasn't play volley at all, instead, I just made castle from sands...
Well, It was still fun though..

So Craving....

2005-07-26T10:47:00.000-04:00

I am soooooo HUNGRY....
Doing nothing make me hungry...
Hiksss...

It is SOOO hard to please everyone....

2005-07-15T08:54:00.000-04:00

There is a saying that you will never be able to please everyone..
I guess what they're saying is 100% true..
Whole my life I am trying so hard to get people attention..to make people look at me and realize that I was HERE...but again why am I always feel that I am a big loser...
Every act that I do always based on the thinking of how I should do in the eyes of others' perspective...I guess now I am bored with that...
I want my very own thinking not others'....
In every step that I take I always think to please everyone...but not myself...
Is it true that when you try to please someone so hard in the end it is you the one that is not pleased???
Am I way too sensitive??
Or just everyone is not sensitive enough??
You know what...I have enough of that....
I have enough of the fact that I don't have my own thoughts...
and I have enough of people that want me to do this or to do that...
I just want to know that I decent enough to get what I deserve...
and I am not a failure..
but Again...Is it me the one who's just way way too sensitive???
I am so confused...
Answers please.....

Sport is my Aim

2005-07-13T13:48:00.000-04:00

I have this big aim for these past couple of weeks...I was so determined to regularly do sports..any sports..swimming..tennis...running..jogging..sit up..any kind..
Well last Sunday I tried to make my aims accomplished..
First thing in the morning I went to a gym, doing some treadmills for about 15 minutes...that's enough to make me sweating...
After that I decided I wanted to swim, and I did it for 20 minutes or so...
and then late in the afternoon, I decided I wanted to play tenniss...
Mission Accomplished...
But as the result I got all my body ache...ouch...even my butt was still ache when I was sitting...
Guess you just have to do it one by one...not the whole thing in a day.
:)

Bosen...Sekaleee

2005-07-06T12:16:00.000-04:00

Hari ini times really go slow...
Pagi2 bangun.angetin taro bun, trus ke atas lagi bobo bentar, sikat gigi, dkk, terus ke bawah lagi makan, ganti baju n ke sekul (kerja).
Berasa banget kalo kerja itu boring banget, terutama kalo kerjanya gak ada kerjaan kayak gua..hehehehe
Gua merasa beruntung banget sih sebenernya dapet kerja yang dibayar 8 dollars per hour and all I have to do is sit and browsing the inet, kerjanya sendiri cuman makan waktu palingan setengah jem, and that's all just doing some copies, signing the package deliveries, and put the mails into the designated mailbox...I feel so lucky..ada orang yang kerjanya jauhh lebih cape n lebih banyak kerjaannya digaji lebih kecil...so Thanks God..again for His bless...
This past days kayaknya banyak banget bless from Him...
And some of them I feel like it's impossible to happen but it did happen...dunno why
I think miracle really happens once in a while..hehheheh
Gotta plan sih buat belajar o-chem mumpung gak ada kerjaan di kantor, tapi kenapa yang namanya buka buku n baca bisa bikin orang ngantuk yah..heheheeh
nasibb....

LAUGH IS ACTUALLY A CONTAGIOUS DISEASE...

2005-07-01T09:38:00.000-04:00

A funny news that I just read this moring. Laugh is actually contagious.
It was happening in Tanzania on June 30, 1962 when three boarding school girls started to laugh, giggles, and they just couldn't stop it. Suddenly most of the girls in the boarding school started to laugh and they also couldn't stop it either. This situation then forced the head of the school to temporarily close the school. The girls then were sent home, but then the laugh was contagious to the villagers. It finally relented in 1964, after 14 school had been temporarilly closed because of that unstoppable laugh.
What a weird Fact!!

Whew....

2005-07-01T08:48:00.000-04:00

Well this weekend seems like i'm going to have a lot o fun..I think..
We're having this trip to Chicago(We means my sis, me, sis' BF, my BF and others), though you can't call it fully trip because the main reason we go there merely just because we're having this retreat and we are serving God there, not for fun at all, but it doesn't mean that it won't be fun.
Well, we have this plan, monday is 4th of July, and our retreat will be done by sunday anyway, so why not wpend the rest of the holiday in Chicago..but again money always come in the middle of our plans...money never be a handy for us..if we spend another day in Chicago then we have to pay for the hotel and so on, and of course it will cost a lot, well we decided to have only the rest of Sunday go around Chicago...and also because this is my fourth time to go to Chicago, I think I have to agree.
List of Things I have to buy there :
1. Garretts' Popcorns....the best popcorns ever..the caramel and the cheese UNBELIEVABLE
2. T-shirts for my tutee
3. Popcorns for Chyntia and my tutee
That's it I guess, if I have extra money then I will shop a little bit.

A Big Procrastinator....

2005-06-25T21:31:00.000-04:00

Well, there's a project i had since 3 months ago...and I haven't finished it until now. My plan is to make my own wall art for my bedroom.
Here's the plan..as you can see the picture above is my room...well my plan is to put a wall art above my bed. I bought 4 big canvases, and I will draw one big flower on it..but the thing is instead I make the flower on one canvas i will try to make part of it into those 4 canvases that I have. Well seems like a good idea huh..but the problem is i am a big procrastinator..I had finished one of them, 3 more to go I guess.

Confession of a Shopping Addict..

2005-06-23T10:18:00.000-04:00

Hmm..Do you know what is the best thing in the world???

Yup..Shopping..at least for me there's some satisfaction in shopping. People said that shopping can release stresses, I guess that's right and probably if we do some scientific research on how brain functions when we do shopping probably it can show how right it is. Unfortunately, I failed my bankcruptcy yesterday (hiksss) after I can't resist a cute skirt and a cute top that are so adorably cute that I can't resist and finally I brought them home. Here's my theory, there's something that money can't buy right??, and of course to buy the skirt and the top, you need the money, but that such satisfaction and happiness, it's like the adrenaline run through your blood and the feeling of YEAHH, HORRAY..that's what money can't buy. And I got that from shopping..Okay, probably my theory doesn't too convincing but nice try huh..
Well I supposed to get my paycheck later tonight so probably I should get more shopping??hauauauhau
But again, I have to safe for my trip to Vegas later this end of July with my lovely sista, her boyfriend, and of course my BF too...It will cost a fortune, I guess from now on no more shopping and dine out and no more unnessessary expenses that I will regret later. Guess I have to stop my desire to shop until that time...well, one and half months to go till I can go around and shopping again...I will try to stay away as possible from the malls, just to be cautious...

Wish me luck then....

There's more to live than the life itself....

2005-06-22T12:09:00.000-04:00

Sometimes I'm asking to God, why do I live, and what am I supposed to do with my life, and why do I have this big burden on my shoulder that make me questioned all those unanswered questions....
Well, yesterday I watched House. It was a story about a genious doctor. To make the story short, last episode told a story about a nun that have this strange disease that no one even knew what it is..at the end of the story the nun fell that her faith started to fade and she kept questioned God and why He abandonded her...well, there's a young doctor in this hospital(not House, coz House is an old guy) who was a seminary student before he finally decided into medicine school said to this nun that God was never abandoned us, He just wanted to see whether we have a big and enough faith to Him, and He will always by our side no matter what. Well, I guess that's right. Everytime we have problems in our lives, we always think that God has abandoned us and His love was not there for us, but truthfully every problem that we have won't exceed our ability to solve those problems. All we have to do is be grateful of what we got, and never regret the past that already done. :)

Start a New Page

2005-06-21T23:15:00.000-04:00

At last....i finally figure out my username and password for my blog....
It's been 4 months since I touched my blog. Whew...now that I am so bored with my job coz i got almost nothing to do, I'm thinking about wasting my time at work by filling this blog. Well, guess time to sleep now..see ya tomorrow.

When You LOvE Somebody tHat MucH....

2005-02-07T00:02:00.000-05:00

Have you ever Love somebody that much that you can't let him or her go?? Well, I got a friend..He loves this girl so much that he can't bear to lose her..I think that's what love about..It's not about YOU..but it's always about her or him...I always think that love is something you can build..but it's not..it is something that grow in your heart and will be there, eventhough you've tried so hard to erase it..like people said..LOVE is COMPLICATED...someone said to me that you have to be able to let go no matter how hard it is..i just think it's not that simple..do you ever listen to a song "BEAUTIFUL" by Jennifer paige..she said in that song..although love hurts, but you always want to go back and try again no matter how it hurts..because LOVE is such a BEAUTIFUL think to experience...guess it's right...
Hari ini Makan banyakk bangett deh gua...not just today..but almost everyday...lol...and this weekend goes really fast...dunno why..i haven't started my chem report...coz i'm so lazy...but i still got another 2 days to finish it..so probably tonite i'm going to start my report

SnoW BoardiNg....

2005-02-05T23:10:00.000-05:00

Hari ini seruu banget..hehehe...tadi pagi bangun jem setengah 8, padahal weekend...but it's all worth it..maen snow boarding ternyata seru banget, sebenernya rada2 cape n badan pegel2 semua, n bikin kantong jebol sih 23 dollars buat rent snowboardnya..and another 33 dollars for the ticket pass...and it's 56 total, but as i said before..It's all worth it...and i even thinking about trying another one next time..probably next winter..pulang dari snow boarding makan banyak banget, tenaga terkuras abis n i'm really2 starving...And today I watched WEDDING DATE..well it's a good romantic movie about a girl who feel deppresed after her fiance left her...and then at her sis' wedding, she hired a perfect guy to be her "date"..it was a funny type of movie..also give me one conclusion...There's no such perfect guy in this world!!! but it's worth to watch though....

SnoW BoardiNg....

2005-02-05T20:02:00.000-05:00

First Day....

2005-01-30T05:59:00.000-05:00

This is my first day i have my own blog...Thanks to nedi...He had tried so hard to create this blog for me..cause of course, i don't understand a thing about computer and how they works....Hmm...today i'm so lazy that I even didn't finish any of my homeworks..guess tomorrow will be a busy day...got my tutoring session until 5 pm...got to finish all assignments...and also got to catch up some sleep...and many lists to do...i need a lot of sleep...since last week, i always slept at 2 or 3 am and wake up at 6 or 7 am..and that means i only had 4 hours sleep...anyway...guess it's time for me to sleep...lol...Zzzzzz.....Good Nites...